December 2009
13 posts
on a typical day, in a typical city, i'm a typical...
Ordinarily I don’t take to my blog to advocate any thing, and I find it especially hard to get into politically charged discussions. This is probably because I spent the first two solid years of my high school experience as a part of a competitive debate squad. This drained me emotionally and lead me to develop a sleeping pill habit, because I couldn’t handle losing a round. Aside from...
“it’s the saddest part of my day, leaving you.”
– Love Actually
join the club
@stephenjames started the club.
Either way, www.formspring.me/aylerz
I want to be an impressive person. Lately I’ve been noticing just how amazing a lot of people are. A 15 year old boy is outselling Rhianna and Mariah Carey. He’s also breaking soundscan records left and right. I want to be that impressive.
enough, enough now.
For now, let me say, without hope or agenda, just because it’s Christmas (and at Christmas you tell the truth) - to me, you are perfect. And my wasted heart will love you until you look like this… http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=enrSE6vRWRY
Merry Christmas.
it's a hard knock life
Today I found out that one of the best musicians I know is possibly quitting because two bands later nothing has come of it. He had a taste of the dream, and it all came tumbling down one August. July 24th, 2007. That’s the day The Pulse was released. August 30th, 2007. That’s the day I turned 17. That’s also the day Scenes From A Movie died. He is honestly the most talented...
“So, I love you because the entire universe conspired to help me find you.”
– Paulo Coelho (via quotewhore)
"make a connection"
Every time I get close to having just the right amount of courage to run away, something falls into my lap that destroys all of my well laid plans. I can’t help thinking that this is some sick, twisted, ridiculous version of fate.
the boy's a straight up hustler.
“You’re so infamous for leaving me a mess.” - All Time Low
The odd thing about feelings is that we attach all these words to them, and those words don’t even describe what is happening. When I love someone, it’s so much more than just love. When I am sad it’s so much more than just being sad. I sat here for an hour trying to figure out how to describe what...
but you hate him more than you notice I wrote this...
Every lyric to every love song couldn’t even come close to describing how I feel about you.
this is why it's you.
“Nostalgia for what we have lost is so much more bearable than nostalgia for what we have never had.” - Mignon McLaughlin
I don’t believe this anymore. I had a list, and I checked it just over a million times. You passed every test. You were it…or what I thought was it. I “let go” of you, and this, and everything that happened and was said. For a while I was...
“The tough thing about following your heart is what people forget to mention,...”
– Roswell